ItS MeEeEe!

omg.

in like four hours i'll be at the airport?

its a bit unbelievable.

its like, so close.. yet so far.

Oh well. Shall be blogging on paper there. If got time i'll like type it here ok?

(:

Shant see ya all till next thursday.

Shall change blog song. Shall change it to something nice (:

Luvv ya ppl out there!!

I know i will miss you.

I will. Miss ya all. LOADS.

Do tag when i'm not here! Coz or else my tag board will get demolished :( by that website that i got it from.

I'm scared. Really scared. Have i gotten everything?

What will happen if i didn't get everything? That's scary.

Well ppl out there who knows me, just wanna tell you that we'll do our best and i luv all of you (:

Hope to see you all really really soon!

G-nia

Haix. Stupid girl watching here now dammit. Whatever lor. Stupid.

Okok.

Typing this in white in Microsoft word first so she can’t see what im typing.

Well, today:

Hist test 2mr lor. So sian.

Dun feel lke studying lor. Not with so much excitement coming up.

So hard to type. I cant see what im typing.

Well.

Going to study soon. Gonna study for what I think will be the last history test I’ll ever study for again. She’s still sitting here. Like she got nothing to do liddat lor. Stupid.

This is the first exam i am going to sit for with so much to remember yet i have nothing in my brain. Its just blank! Sigh. I hope i can just get over and done with it and focus on wednesday's trip. Fail then fail lor. :X oh well. I dun really give a damn

Last week of sch for all sec sch dearies! Well...

[3 days to italy! `]

whee~

G-nia

Finally blogging again.

silly history test.

just cant stand it.

blearghs.

i think im gona fail it.

Anyone wants tickets to sngs and ny choir concert...

[4 days ` ]

So excited. but the stupid history test has like dampened the exitement.

ah wadever.

yesterday was a very dotxxx day.

Oh well.

four days!

-|bounces|-

g-nia

Darnnit Ctan.

wah kao lor.

That qn i really just cancel the squares wad. Then say i just copy frm textbk the answer. Then like other people I also never do one of the steps for that qn lar! Anyhow accuse people. Then the other qn I never change sign for the first step so i wrote it in the nxt step. Cannot arh? wadever lor! i still did the step wad. wadever sort of shit. still write there wad change sign and summore mark wrong. Even though the final answer was right.

Is it my fault a lot of ppl do the wrong way of solving the qn? I did my worksheet on saturday night lor. i very the can copy at home hor. wadever. You think i got so much time to go someone's house to copy some maths homework?

-irritated-

haix. i want school to close down so we get extra 1 week holz then no mid yrs hist exam which will be counted as end of yr exam. yeah.

Got a dreadful headache this morning. Kinda tired. Oh well. Better get more slp or something. argh. ah well. one more week then bye!~

Summer Sunshine - The Corrs

I feel it's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm

Just sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?

You tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Now that you've left me, there's no retur-ning
I keep comparing, you're always win-ning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?

Don't tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Ya da... ya da... ya da

To sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm

The heat.....

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody knows

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

`nice rightxx.. it sounds so cute! ahh shall make it as the song if its possible (:

ipw and sci proj! ahhhhh....

g-nia

Havent started on science. omg. i hope i'll pass.

Oh well.

TEN MORE DAYS!!!

mmm..

Lets hope i get enough sleep till then (:

nxt tues no common test right? very gd (:

Havent been getting much sleep. Very tired. Even keeping awake is a problem.

umm. ok! messages:

Choir concert
Nayang and St Nicholas choir will be putting up a combined concert which will be held on the 28th of June(Monday) Camilia will be singing also! hahax. Tickets are priced at $12 each. I believe that it is held a vch (Victoria Concert Hall) Ok ppl! anyone wants tickets? (:

Piano concert
Ok! wahahahaz. In june my piano teacher is gona hold a concert lar. About Mozart (: That's why the 2nd part is the Magic Flute. Camilia, Shiane and me will be in it. Got other ppl lah but i doubt you know who (: Kelly Lua you better come or something will happen to you (: Shall tell the details at a later date.

Choir deariex
Hahaz. Italy trip is coming! whee~ im soooo excited! Ok! the message is: Even though its only a festival, we shld all try our best to like prove ourselves lah! 10 more days which means three more practices with ms lim! so everyone must jiayohh kayz! For the concert... Must work harder to improve ourselves! must liddat ok? (: lol

Everyone else
Heex. Harlox! (: 2 more weeks! Must hang on kayxx everyone! Stay smiling and rock on everyone!!!

lalala~

g-nia

wahahahaz.

can you believe it? A1 for chinese? me? omg.

oh well. tot i would fail :X

but perlyn got 94 and yz got 93. hmph. i bet they cheated (:

heex.

nvm.

76.5! im happy liaoz (:

then today coz of yz's lousy diskette we couldnt present for ipw

hahaz.

1 week and 5 days! yay!

whee~ italy here we come!

g-nia

Finally blogging.

announcement
28th june is sngs and nanyang choir combine concert! only @ a cheap cheap rate of $12 a ticket! anyone that wants a ticket pls leave a message at my tag (:

2mr is friday. oh no. so fast another week's gone! haix. but since it has turned into a festival, i somewhat feel more assured coz i dun think we are prepared yet. sigh.

then 2mr ipw lor... wah kao. like nothing ready liddat. i hope 2mr will be alright... feel a bit sick... was sneezing whole day lor. also got a splitting headache. feel like slping but still got ipw lor. haix. wadever sort of crap is this.

blearghs i hope the weekend can last longer. i want rest.

g-nia

Gosh. Blogger’s new template is so high-tech looking. Ahaha.

Ok. Shall get to the point.

Today was a happy-sad/disappointed day. Nearly everything was just like in this silly cycle?

Day starts off with music. Music test 2day. Everything went well. Yz was surprisingly in tune. Until our pianist duno why mistook quavers for crochets? Haix. Shld have put yz as the alto. At least she knows piano. Coz it turned into crochets Perlyn Kelly and Dior din know how to come in… then we came in liao they still haven’t come in yet. Then we got a silly B+. Then got extra time so she told us to retake. We sang twice after that, once with piano once without. Again same part we screwed at the piano then we sang in pitch on time without the piano. Hope it turned out alright. Was quite happy lah. We proved that we weren’t bad. Then coz I play the accompaniment for 2 grps right… then they repeated twice each coz she couldn’t hear them… Then got extra time so they resung again… stupid yz nva flip pg lah! Not my fault wad. You made me play it 8 times thru? Obviously sure will like somewhere like miss my footing or wad one wad. Wah kao then scold me. You dun even know a diff between an E and a G still wan to scold me arh. She played quavers as crochets I dun think you know lor. She played wrongly twice you din even say anything. Lousy person.

Then English. Kinda happy. It was supposingly compo test. Until we came to class ms Rockey ask if we wan compo or summary. Then somehow somewhat and for some wadever reason a lot of ppl chose summary??? Haix. So we did summary. I think I failed it. Sigh.

Then recess. Was doing maths until I remembered that I haven’t do corrections for Chinese file yet. Duno if I finished it. Who cares.

History. Was quite contented with 16/25. Until. *sputters* someone got 24.5/25. haix. Why all the clever ppl all in my ipw grp one? Last yr also liddat… okok. Yz got 24.5/25. Clever girl. Sigh.

Maths. Yi Wei told us Ctan didn’t come. We were like jumping with joy? Coz that means no class test! We went to pack our bags. Going to go liao then someone came and told us Ctan wasn’t here but we have to take the class test. So WADEVER LOR. Haix. I think I flunked it toox. Then 2mr she’s coming again. Haix. What to say?

Piano. As usual we talked for like ½ hr then lessons commenced. Yeah.

Now. Completely dead with maths hw due 2mr and Chinese test 2mr to study for. Bahhh.

g-nia

What a clever b.tch.

need to sign a bunch of paper. then all's going fine. until SHE started crying. now mom's worked up. angry. pissed. how i sign? wah kao. and reason why she's crying? coz 2mr exams she duno wad to bring. wth lah. liddat also can cry. still say its only english compo 2mr. cry cry cry. duno how to use phone to call arh. ask ppl lah! call ppl lah! stupid. then want mother to ask for her. still crying. b.tch. now her fren say nothing. dun need to bring anything. wonderful. See? now she is totally worked up. wah kao.

Din study chinese. sure fail one. die.

now she starts nagging and the usual routine. talk about mother's day. like real.

Oh well wadever. 3 more weeks and this madness ends. the world will straighten out and life will resume back to the norm again.

g-nia

what a person.

on thurs I played piano on my own accord then you told me not to play right? so im just obeying orders.

Scold summore lar! So what if I have maths homework and chinese compo due on mon? I don’t care! Scold other ppl also must stand behind me to watch right? scared I go and slack and play and do wadever sort of crap right? I don’t go out and play ok. I don’t go off late like someone. Last night I went on time. Got scolded. Wadever sort of crap is this? I leave on time I get scolded. This means I should go off late lah! Correct? He wont die waiting for one hour wad. That’s exactly what I do almost everyday? He also doesn’t play piano. He doesn’t get scolded for that what! He watches tv you also don’t care wad. everyday also say wad “2day you don’t go off on time 2mr you don’t get to touch.” Wadever lor! He still plays EVERYDAY and EVERYTIME will go off late!

So whatever. Come parade around lah! Pass by once say 1 thing, pass by again say another. A lot of things to say hor. Come lah! One day you ppl are gona be real sorry for what you do to me. Watch out.

~ This is a year of darkness. When can I get out of it? sob`

g-nia

Okok

Shall elaborate.

Today.

-clutches perlyn's palms and refuses to let go-

wahahahaz.

-=ipw lesson=-

perlyn has extremely cold hands! its so amazingly cold. haha. feels like its 20 degrees. in NORMAL ATMOSPHERE. hahahaz. absolutely love them. But she doesnt let me touch them. hmphhhh. -grins- So i went around.. umm.. clutched perlyn's bottle, held yz's bottle, squeezed yz's pencilbox, umm touched many things under yz's table, and... of course attempted to clutch perlyn's hands lar! yz's one not cold enuf larz... -grinz- i bet i could have burnt a hole in yz's paper if i held on it longer (:

-=english lesson=-

Attempted to do ipw. but failed lar! Hahaha yz taught me how to.. umm.. -grins sheepishly- um... make double eyelids? hahahah very wu liao right... but i know how liao (:

-=sci lesson=-

btw english and sci is no teacher present in class lessons. nva really slck lar. sci got hw.

lalala~ changing cursor... with shuming's help (: hope it'll work out!

g-nia

Finally blogging again.

Internet kept jamming the past few days.

Okok. shall summarise the week...

Mon - dun think got anything
Tues - no choir
Wed - umm duno 4got
Thurs - got gold for napfa, Ctan stole 1 hour of free period so we had 2 hours of maths in one go..
Fri - back ache, arms ache... 2hrs of slacking in clz...

omg. -memories of after psle in p6-

remember? we sang on the way to recess, during recess, on the way back from recess... on the bus... to and from excursions... during pe...

then we were on the line on the day b4 psle sci exam doing the same assessment book?

Recessess when we walked across the pri 1 clzrooms and to the faraway sci garden toilet? then we walk back then just nice 20mins...

Its simply amazing how these memories flood back when i listen to westlife old songs?...

I'll take this night and make it evergreen... you only have to smile and you knock me right out... I cry coz you're not here with me, coz im lonely as can be... if everybody knows it only coz to shows... if a million miles were between us i want you to know that if i had to drive all day to take that ride i'll cross this ocean i'm coming home tonight... You open up my heart show me all your love and walk right thru as i lay my love on you... now i know how much it means for you to stay right here with me... deep down where no one can hear me baby i'll be crying for you... Bop bop baby please dont let me go... this isnt goodbye i swear i wont cry even as tears in my eyes... in my heart you were the only and your memory lives on... coz i would give the whole world for you anything you ask of me i do... we had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun... i wonder how i wonder why i wonder where they are the days we had the songs we sang together... i always look back as i walk away these memories will last for eternity and all of these tears will be lost in the rain as i found my way back to your arms again and until that day you know you are the queen of my heart... and i'll swear it all over again...

we got a little world of our own i tell you things that no one else knows i let you in where no one else goes what i will do without you all the things ive been looking for always been here outside of my door all of the time i looking for something you wad will i do without you~

Luv ya ann (:

g-nia

I have this sick feeling I’m in deep trouble.

Simply sinking in adversity

I can’t pull through…

I want to fall sick

But I just can’t

Where has freedom gone to… I really want to cry. Ann I miss you a lot a lot. Come and save me please…

I wonder how I wonder why I wonder where they are The days we had the songs we sang together oh yeah and oh my love holding on forever reaching for the love that seems so far So I say a little prayer and hope my dreams can take me there where the skies are blue to see you once again my love Over seas from coast to coast to find the place I love the most where the fields are green to see you once again my love…

Someone save me…

-hugs ann tight-

g-nia

I wonder...

Is it a crime to scold a sibling?

I just cant stand her. She is so darn irritating ok. -turns back and shouts for the ppl behind to shut up-

You dont want me to shout right? Then i shall use actions.

I think i just wasted a weekend.

Maths - duno how to do
Chinese - do halfway
Art - duno how to start and not confident of printing
History - flipped through

To think yesterday was a PUBLIC HOLIDAY

wth lah.

fine lar. I FORGOT TO TAKE OUT TISSUE FROM MY POCKET.

now sue me.

I DONT CARE!

DONT USE TISSUE RIGHT! THEN YOU TELL MOM DONT COMPLAIN IF OUR SHIRTS ARE DIRTY OR WAD LAH! YOU VERY WADEVER LOR.

see? its 11. Stupid. Stay here so long for wad. Take then go lah! Then you leh? Use so long for duno wad. Wad update your RPA crap arh. Like you did in the end lor. You were just playing Fire Emblem and drawing your dumb fanart. You were allowed an hour. How long did you take in the end? Two hours. Fun right.

Shant complain anymore. I just want time to stop. Im tired. I dont wanna go on. Life sux.

I DON’T WANNA KNOW
IF YOU’RE CREEPING PLEASE DON’T LET IT SHOW
COZ MY HEART CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE
IF YOU’RE PLAYING ME KEEP IT ON THE LOW
I DON’T WANNA KNOW

I dont mind if i just go to sleep and not wake up again. I really don't.

g-nia

okok!

Alvis coming soon so i shall make this short.

So happy! got mp3 in my blog liao! heh. You know the song? I bet you do.

Thank you Shu ming! heh. She taught me how to do it!

Ok. Do it CORRECTLY.

hahaz

oh well.

Today was wasted. I did nothing.

heex.

Havent done maths hw yet, havent revise hist yet. Havent read chinese toox.

Aww.

Shall do that now then.

(:

Bye dearies!

g-nia