Missing You - fan yi chen
以後都不要再联络 听你说的很简单
黑暗中静静搂紧自己 孤单有谁明白
难过懒的再去管 泪要不要流下来
我也只好默默啃蚀寂寞 留着痛灌溉
Missing You 抛去爱 渐渐模糊的期待
难道我就这样痛彻心扉 是自己活该
Missing You 我无奈
难道是为了彼此伤害
好成为扮演愉快的天才
看照片散落在一床 我在回忆中哭喊
若是自导自演的闹剧 为何美好曾拥怀
就当作分手是因为 我们在爱中看开
如果留不住 我就只有孤独来陪伴
Missing You 我坦白 突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角 你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night
连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什麽资格放不开
陌生的人海 去哪里找爱
只有看不清等待
谁愿收留 我的期待 快来
Missing You 我坦白 突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角 你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night
连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什麽资格放不开
我还有什麽资格放不开
back in hall. but i miss you so.
looking at accounting lecture notes.. i feel so out of touch.
apprehension.
but let's make this a good sem.
gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 1:12 AM
today marked the end of the 1 year plus of teaching/working at Musikinder.
although it wasn't an easy task, teaching young children..
thank you for the memories. being able to see children improve, is really a joy. and to feel appreciated for what i've done. persevering through despite the bouts of skeptism from all around. and i'm just glad, through it all, you're able to reach something, which seemed so impossible last year. the perks when you finally make a breakthrough, or the pleasant surprise when we finally sync in class, and when we end a class smiling.. and the wonderful feeling when the day is over or the headache when things are bad..
all's well, ends well. for me, that is, while they still continue their musical path..
i know i haven't changed any lives, or made any top students.. but i'm still glad of this opportunity to try my strengths, and nurture some children into loving music, and making it a part of them.
thank you all, for believing. and persevering with me, bundles of joy. (:
gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 11:06 PM
HALL 13 FOC 2010 has finally come to a close. had great fun, met new people, finally went through the entire FOC though from a different perspective and deepen the friendships that were already there.
Despite 15 hours sleep between sunday to break camp.. the lots of walking, screaming, cheering and dancing..
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School has started, for SMU and NUS. while all we NTU people slack ourselves out during the last week before school commences again.
A slight apprehension; the start of this sem marks the end of the longest holiday i'll have in NTU, the upcoming exchange, the end of being a freshie, and the end of my teaching stint.
well.. I've never been one who welcomes the new; I like the old and the things that are familiar to me.
at least i still have my roomie. :D
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during the course of these holidays..
i know some things have changed.
we've both tried.
weeping tears late through the night.
the letters that we've exchanged.
the lessons we've had.
the exams. the studying. the encouragement. the singing. the chocolate making. the nua-ing. the movies. the ice cream making. the celebrations. the concert. the shopping. and our trip to batam.
look back at the memories, and smile.
not look at the things that we did not do.
we grow. we learn.
grow closer not just to each other, but to the family we care about.
to be contented with what we have.
and to be thankful.
to look far into the distance.
and continue walking forward.
TUESDAYS with MORRIE - we count the wonderful minutes we have together, a few minutes here and a few minutes there, and you have enough memories to last a lifetime.
SING -
sing, sing a song
sing out loud, sing out strong!
sing of good things, not bad
sing of happy, not sad
sing, sing a song
make it simple, to last your whole life long!
don't worry that it's not good enough for anyone else to hear;
just sing, sing a song!
we'll just sing a song, about our love.
keep it strong.
walking in faith.
walking in love.
walking with God.
thank you for the happiness.
' sing for you and for me ! '
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let's go! fight fight fight!
gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 11:16 PM