ItS MeEeEe!

today!
was really happy cause
maths test was not bad!
not bad at all
and i got it back already
yes, within the day, within THREE hours
23/30

quite ok but i thought i'll get higher
but yes, im satisfied.

then held warmups with jiaming lah
sounded quite crap
some sec ones nva open mouth one
XP

leading sectionals was so crap
kept playing the thing wrongly i think i confused everyone
then had to ask janis to help me x)
oh well I AM SO HAPPY the last line turned out FINE x)
but i tell you arhs that high g# sounded so rubbishy

-grins-

i knowwwwwwwww.... some sec ones!
jean!(she's so cute) michelle! (silly girl that didnt want to stand with me and stood with julia instead XP) esther! shanin's fren! (SORRY I FORGOT YOUR NAME but i know you're from one faith x) ) there's this girl called valerie! then.. there's joan! haha.

x)
quite a lot right!
hahas

sports day 2mr!
yellow house!!

gnia

gosh.
wah lao eh so funny.
still cant believe i said it.

[mariefrancisbodyline]
XP
so malu-ated when i said it.
but it was so funny.
somemore ms low was "inspecting" our class today?!
like what the ><

actually its not that funny
but it was just
HAHAHA like wth so ridiculous
jingliang dropped the newspaper
i was thinking oh shit
but laughing like siao
so embarrassing.
obviously i presented the thing in fits of laughter lah.
like some crazy idiot.

rarh.
shall talk about that no more
i tell you arh
this is the FIRST time she walks around during groupwork lor
wth obviously cause ms low was behind?
slaphermans
oh and guess what?
the trial examinations are still under my table.
wow aint that fun!
-rolls eyes-

never mind.

maths 2mr.
must pull up marks arh!

rarh!-

gnia

was quite hyper today.
probably cause there was sports day rehearsal
ok not really because of that
but a bit lahs x)
then the physics test was not as bad as what i figured it to be
which makes me happy!
as you know; i can be happy with very simple things lah x)

but some stupid person made me so pissed today.
it isnt very nice so yah its not really black. mm.
im like such a nice english rep.
you should be glad lors.
i DO NOT so-called dont do english hw, hand in english hw late
giving you the files on time and all those things that i do like
going around begging people to hand in trial exams
and what nots
rarh. let me tell YOU something
you should NEVER NEVER take this for granted.
im just doing this cause its (sadly and most unfortunately) my duty
and its not because of you.
and wth, one day i may not even bother.
especially after today.
like hello i already didnt pass it to you yesterday
and today i want to pass it to you
you say collect the whole class' first.
for GOD'S SAKE
that is like almost impossible
cause some people havent even hand in trial exam ONE
and i seriously doubt that they will do so.
you think these things dont collect dust under my table?
nor do they take up space in my file bag?
i have so much rubbish in my file bag that is cannot clear one
then you want me to carry that stack home and back to school 2mr?
forget it.
do you know how pissed off i got after you told me that.
wth. like whatever?
all the more that was after house cheer so i was quite happy already
then you come and make me feel so damn angry
you think i could study for physics? no!
and surely you dont give a damn
why will you be so concerned about my results as long as i dont fail?
you dont even bother to hold your remedials properly.

and anyway, with your attitude towards us
you think we will take you seriously?
no! its so obvious
dont treat us like dirt ok. cause we'll do that to you too.
the way you teach already can see that you are in the WRONG CAREER
i tell you lahs.
2mr got inspectors coming in during your class
sure a lot of ppl never bring the ads one.
then i hope they sack you quick

for god's sake.
you employ such teachers and you say that you sack aunty angeline
cause the school has no money???
god.

oh wells.
shant brood on such matters.
rarh.
SHE WILL NOT SPOIL MY DAY!
i will not approve. x)

gnia

feeling a bit sad.
actually i dont know why.
or maybe i do.
i dont know.
i have no idea.

i mean
why are things always like
so unfair
bad things happen to those good souls out there and stuff like that.

aiyah. i just dread yet look forward to piano lessons
its like
though i never practice at times
i'll dread lessons lah
but its during piano lessons when...
i just feel that there's something to be learnt
something to be aware of lah.
its just that very nice one hour every week.
and i dont know; maybe that's why i chose to continue after grd 8
maybe.
maybe.

its just.
during that hour where i can like realise
things in the world or something
its just very meaningful lahs.
like viewing stuff in a different perspective
and together with music
its just very memorable
cause music is just so important to me
and yah.
ive been under him since pri 1
like its like almost 8 years already?
so i guess there's just this very mutual relationship we share
it's just not simply teacher and student but
more of friendship lah.
its like
we know each other
(well at least he knows me pretty well he only doesnt understand why i am so hyper during theory lessons)
more than simply as teacher and student
so yah i just feel sad that
something bad happened with the construction work of the music school

i mean my life just ravels around music
so yah i guess
it just means a lot to me lahs.

i dont know.
maybe im also quite frustrated that there's physics test 2mr.
who wouldnt be?

aiyah.
maybe im in my cannot study mood lahs.
and yah just a bit depressed.
actually not a bit depressed its quite depressed
never mind i shall try to study
and yah fail another subject this term

whee what fun.

gnia

DELENE LEE AND TAN JING LIANG IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT THAT I AM IN THIS STUPID SNIFFING STATE NOW.

rarh.
do you know how intimidating it was
to sniff sniff sniff while playing SONATA IN D BY ( not by E scarlatti but by ) D SCARLATTI
ok; note the pun? nvm.

with people laughing behind?
and in the first place I PREPARED TO PLAY B AND C PIECE NOT A, FOR GOD'S SAKE
which i totally was UNPREPARED FOR
and SOMEONE came into the room??
so extra can.
wah lao eh. all grd 8 and above
where got PARENT come and SIT IN LOR WTH.

damn pissed lah.
like it was so shit.
all those wrong notes.
and all those breakdowns.
in my BEST PIECE.
just because i prepared the other two.
and i tarnished the wonderful image i gave others of my piece A3
gee thanks eh.

and all my hardwork for today gone lah.
thanks a lot.

and im still stuck with this cold.
and i have 12 graphs to draw
maths hw.
phys to study which is like so shit.
chinese zhou ji and jian bao
and something i probably forgot.

anyway.
cam koh i hope everything at your house is alright kays.
anything bad happens, its ok to call me
yupp i'll be here to listen

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really sorry for that outburst.
but now im tired sick and depressed.
rarh its all DELENE's fault.
that silly girl :(

gnia

You Are 15 Years Old

15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

15! hahas
-grins-

Your True Birth Month Is December

Logical Patriotic Ambitious Not egoistic Loves praise Loves to joke Fun to be with Not pretending Loves attention Short tempered Hates restrictions Loves to socialize Loves to be loved Loyal and generous Impatient and hasty Changing personality Good sense of humor Honest and trustworthy Influential in organizations Takes high pride in oneself Active in games and interactions

a true december baby !

grins

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you' to all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

gnia

ran 2.4 km 2day!
ok lah quite satisfied
14.45 min x)
and this is the first time i ran more than 3 rounds this yr!
eh not bad lah hor.

x)

but running 2.4
made me forget a lot of geog stuff
like wth couldnt even read through after pe

aiyah then after that very sian liao lor.
mm

gnia

rarh
today was sec one orientation!
then eh i splashed a lot of people.
eeyer haha i splashed a few sec ones a lot haha
surely they know me already haha but they dont know my name
eh not that i know their names either
but i know joan : D
and.. this other sop one girl x)

anyway
my group made me wet myself lor :(
and i tipped too much water
and thats the first time i got wet
and i got wetter and wetter and wetter
which was like so fun
but eh.
was very wet lahs.
haha my pants was absolutely dripping when i sat down on the canteen bench

actually i brought extra pe shirt to change into!
but then zara didnt bring so i lent mine to her
(im such a nice soul : D )
hahas.

aiyah very full lahs
and very tired
and there's GEOG TEST TOMORROW :(
i havent studied
but im TIRED.
like. wth.

rarh.
stupid ronda banana
she made me scratch my face accidentally?!
and it hurt when i washed my face just now.
and its so long.
:(

shall go rest a while
then study.
mmm.

gnia

felt very blank today
i mean it was just
[blank']

run 3 rounds with althea in the morning!
then after that was like
physics.
wah a bit hard to listen.
tried to listen though.
TRIED.

then english.
even worse lah.
cannot concentrate cannot listen
still must act as though im listening.
which is damn sick lah.
cause i cannot be caught not listening or something.

then maths.
rrgh.
like so sian.
cause i have NO interest in sec school maths.
which is quite sht.
some more today she didnt give instructions on how to do; just gave us worksheet and told us to do without explaining or going through.
yes i know if i want to i can do it
but just very sian lah
like very very very sick of maths already.
yet we're still having maths every day.

played with angelique and althea badminton during recess
hahas for the whole recess
i didnt realise that jingliang was there.
until she told me after recess.
whoopsie. x)

then it was chemistry
forced myself to listen and got along quite well lah.
chem isnt that bad lahs

chinese!
chinese is actually quite ok lahs
there's meaning in his lessons though sometimes quite boring
but at least he pretends not to care right.
not like her
its seriously better lahs.
haha maybe i just have lower standards of chinese teachings.

but anyway i tried to listen and since it was less than half an hour to free period, i listened lah

yeah.
very sian now.
dont feel like doing homework or studying.
just very tired.
sigh.

shall go off soon.
yupps.

gnia

haha!
frncis didnt come
ehehes.

piano was not bad!
not bad at all.
eh we talked about the casino and eh somehow from computers to laptops to phones
then eh! suddenly WWII and the political stuff between china and japan.
whoa lors.
i know; its far away from piano ;)

running with althea and jean 2mr morning. eh. dont really look forward to it
but im not very excited with the prospect of doing that after morning jog on wednesday.
so... yah.
i'll be running 1.2km 2mr morning.
and it cant be recess cause there's !$@#? cheer pract 2mr during recess for all houses.
gee says a lot hurh.
and that means i'll be owing like one million sessions XP
nvm.

mcfly - it's all about you

it's all about you
it's all about you baby
it's all about you
it's all about you

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew
so i told you with a smile
its about about you
then you whispered in my ear and you told me to
that you made my life worthwhile
it's all about you

and i would answer all your wishes
if you asked me to
but if you deny me one of your kisses
dont know what i'll do
so hold me close and say three words like you used to do
dancing on the kitchen tiles
its all about you

and i would answer all your wishes
if you asked me to
but if you deny me one of your kisses
dont know what i'll do
so hold me close and say three words like you used to do
dancing on the kitchen tiles
yes you made my life worthwhile
so i told you with a smile

it's all about you (it's all about you)
(it's all about you) it's all about you baby
it's all about you
it's all about you baby

it's all about you (it's all about you)
(it's all about you) it's all about you baby
it's all about you
it's all about you

it's all about YOU

gnia

hurray.
im here glued to the computer.
again!

reasons why i look forward nxt week:
- choir resumes again! and i'll get to know the new sec 1s (who are not so guai1 this yr XD)
- it will be one week nearer to the june holidays!
- THERE'S CLASS HOUR! so i can see tong tong and dawnie and cam can see xyz -grins-
- WE'RE SAYING GOODBYE TO SPEECHES! which is YAY!

reasons why i dont look forward to nxt week:
- there's PIANO! :( ok it isnt supposed to be sad, but as usual, i havent practiced!
(and oh g0sh there's that EXAM PIECE to MEMORISE)
- THERE'S CLASS HOUR which means by hook or by crook the songs HAVE TO BE READY
- there's a MATHS test
- e MATHS test
- GEOG test. rrrh. AND THEY'RE ALL ON FRIDAY!
- WE'LL HAVE TO RUN DUNO HOW MANY ROUNDS (after running two rounds yesterday!)
i havent even ran 4 four rounds in one go this yr. hrm.
- for english we're going on to advertistments which is like so -er-
- more hours on MATHS :
- more will be covered for physics and i'll die for the physics test in week 6.

nothing much to look forward to nxt week huh.
xP
rrh I HATE HER.

she is such a slack idiot can.
i mean for god's sake YOU'RE A TEACHER
the GOVERNMENT is telling US to think out of the box
and the way you teach us?
eh. i also know how to teach liddat lor.
i wonder what the government says have any effect on YOU.
read handouts and everything.
GOODNESS GRACIOUS
for your INFORMATION
I KNOW how to READ.

like hello? i think other teachers teach MUCH BETTER than the way YOU teach.
i'll prefer mr ramesh ANY DAY!
i mean you're a NEW teacher
and NEW MODERN DAY TEACHERS are INNOVATIVE and have WAYS to make us INTERESTED
and this is the way you try to PASS ON KNOWLEDGE to US?
it isnt working.
rrh if all the teachers on earth teach like you
WE STUDENTS WILL GO ON STRIKE I TELL YOU!
what sort of teacher teaches so BORING-ly
expects her students to LISTEN ATTENTIVELY and to DO WHAT SHE SAYS?
duh NO!
at least WJ talks and talks
he wont critise too much and you listen or not he dont really care
ok he cares, but he tries not to care
so at least we wont be 100% bored

BUT SHE DEMANDS TOTAL ATTENTION
(like if she doesnt have total attention she'll die or something)
every single giggle or smirk or comment
she'll go
"so and so what is so funny"
then i'll be thinking whatever

and WHAT IS WRONG WITH SITTING ON THE TABLE
i mean like its not a CRIME right?
its not like we were playing on the table or something
WE WERE DISCUSSING PROJECT WORK FOR GOODNESS SAKE
NOT LIKE OTHER PEOPLE WHO WERE DOING HOMEWORK or PLAYING
as if i like sitting on tables liddat.
rrrrgh. got so pissed with her yesterday
to think i was so nice to bring down the readers digest
RARH.

its all HER fault.
no wonder NO ONE wanted to be her rep.
and her rep was the last to be chosen.
I DONT WANT TO BE HER REP ANY MORE; I WANT TO RESIGN!
I HATE GOING TO HER TABLE AND HANDING HER HOMEWORK AND SEEING HER CRAP AT HER TABLE WHEN SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE CONDUCTING REMEDIALS
what she writes back in MY journal
she makes me THINK she is very busy and liddat.
BUT ITS A LIE! SHE DECEIVED US!
to think of it; she deceived ALL OUR PARENTS who went for the parent teacher meeting.
what sort of shit arrangement the school makes
for a new teacher to have an UPPER SECONDARY FORM CLASS.
and to teach UPPER SECONDARY in her FIRST YEAR.
while all those fantastic english teachers teach the LOWER SECONDARY CLASSES.
what a CLEVER ARRANGEMENT.
AND POOR US UNDER HER WILL FAIL ENGLISH FOR O LVL THEN THE SCHOOL WILL REALISE THEIR FOLLY OF EMPLOYING TEACHERS LIKE HER AND MERMAID AND REGRET THOSE NICE NICE TEACHERS LIKE MR KOH TO LEAVE.
and to have someone to inform us about what there is on the agenda for morning assembly.

no wonder we keep doing fund-raising; the money goes to waste here.

gnia

CHOIR!
DANCE! [chinese]
DANCE! [modern]
BAND!

A NICE SPARKLY GOLD!
(my favourite icecream without toppings)
-grins at cheryl-

gnia

RRRRRGH.
i am just SO FRUSTRATED
things just get dumped on me
ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER
I THINK I AM GOING NUTS

and for god's sake
a piano grade 5 person should jolly well know whether more practice is needed
or something
though i practice mostly on sunday and monday
i still can produce some results
grade 5 leh. you dont know what is good and bad?
rrrrrrrrrrrrrr ITS SOME STUPID CYCLE

mom screams for her to play piano.
she delay here; delay there
then wah when everything gets serious she doesnt realise it
and in the end she gets whacked
this happens on almost EVERY. TIME. SHE. PLAYS. PIANO.
which is nearly EVERYDAY.
and here the rest of us
listening to this nonsense going on
and let me assure you; it isnt fun.
then she cries, mom gets all worked up
then ANY LITTLE THING we do wrong or did wrong
she'll come and nag and nag and nag
and say and say and say
which makes it totally UNCONDUCIVE for studying

rrrrrrgh.

gnia

shtshtsht
THERE'S CHINESE TEST TOMORROW!
AND I HAVE NOT STARTED STUDYING!
im gona SCREAM

ARGH

gnia

here i am again; stoning stoning stoning
here glued to the screen
and i shall tell you about what i think about the new rule the school just came up with.

oh my gosh i really dont know what is the problem here
ok
ipods may get stolen; that i understand
but HEY look here.
you'll confiscate other devices that can have the same function if found using, even handphones
come on lah
are you trying to deprive us of MUSIC?
from what i gather and for your kind information
the impression we are given is that listening to music in school is banned.
which is quite sad
and face it.
when will you all find that it is absolutely necessary to have ipods in school?
unless you implement music in all lessons lah.
or else seriously; it will never be a necessity
so face it; the time when it will be seriously allowed?
eh we'll see.

was complaining so much about it
hmph.
oh wells.

gnia

its monday!
back to the job of making people hand in homework
which isnt such a nice job actually

im so satisfied with my HISTORY MARKS
i mean
its the first turn i had in history
which was NOT my chosen subject-to-do
but hey!
i finally PASSED
not on-the-dot
but with..
nice colours? >< [i wouldnt say flying colours lah]
i got 18.5/25!
which is like 6 marks higher than my previous SB history test
though i could have gotten 1/2 mark more for that silly introduction which i only got 1/2 mark
eugenia is satisfied(:
and shall (eh) work harder!

piano!
today he suddenly just plonked scales on me
which i havent practiced since the last time he asked me to play them
but hey!
personally i thought i scraped through rather well (:
like i havent touched it at least a month ago?
besides the times when i crap with sy lahs
though there was a lot of unsure trying out starts
but those really bad ones only have one or two!
which eh
isnt that bad i guess x)

i always look on the bright side (:
well; most of the time

when i look at my sister's compo
its just
senseless
and i can sense that she's writing for the sake of writing
not for the love of writing
how can someone write for the love of writing
when she screams for me to recite every line for her to write down?
its totally preprosterous. (ignore the spelling)
oh wells i shan't say too much; maybe i wrote like that last time too but seriously, i doubt so

mondays!
a hectic yet fast passing day

tuesdays are slow :
at least, before recess they are
then after recess?
boom! suddenly 1pm comes; end of lessons!
and we indulge in our weekly 1/2 hour free period

wednesdays!
a fast rushy day
cause we run like [insert your own word] for morning jog
and it makes the day pass quite fast too!

thursdays!
where chinese tests are squeezed into that one and a half hour time slot we have been allocated
and eh which are quite sad cause chinese is not my favourite subject
and there's assembly too
which makes time pass quite slowly
but there's choir!
and we love ms lim(:

friday!
last day of the week!
quite a long day
though phys seems to be extra long
but the day ends!
the weekend is here!

saturday
mornings are sleepy
afternoons are sleepy
till i go join my dearest THEORY CLASS(:
i love them all(: (inclusive of KELLY LUA)
and at night i'll finally drive alvis off the computer(:

sundays!
afternoons are sleepy
or homework filled
nights are dreary cause its monday again
but after that, its a new week!

that's basically the cycle of my life. hahas
oh wells something liddat. -grins-
i shall go off to sleep already
its nearly 11!
gd night everyone!

gnia

hahas suddenly felt like telling everyone the joys of giving out pi pa gao during syf "season"
ok its not really a season but yeah i know you all get the idea (:

i mean
its quite fun (though exsperating [note the spelling] sometimes) to have people begging for more pi pa gao even though they had their share
and its rather fun to pour pi pa gao too
hahas only thing is we have to be careful not to pour any on the floor

and hahas on syf day
either julia or charmaine was trying to snitch more pi pa gao
i think its julia x)
she snatched the bottle from me!
and she didnt know that the bottle was sticky on the outside!
then she got her hands sticky with pi pa gao
hahas XP
it was so funny
she was a bit angry in the fun way lah
hahas not my fault kays i didnt ask you to snatch from me xP

oh wells
the joys of choir!
how can one live without it?

gnia

i realise
every single year
i'll be thinking
why is this so pathetic
so many tests and stuff like that
but always the next year
i look back and think
how nice last year was

oh wells
im probably saying this cause its after syf
and im supposed to be more "hardworking"
and yah stuff like that.

and its another sunday
and another weekend that disappeared mysteriously

never mind.
i shall stop complaining cause next year, i'll be looking back and wondering why i complained so much

gnia

turns out that only two ssaa choirs got gold with honours
and seven satb choirs got gold with honours
doesnt that say a lot?
3 on first day
3 on 2nd day
1 on 3rd day
2 on 4th day
0 on last day
says a lot too, doesnt it

actually syf is just very judgemental
it depends on the judges a lot
like different people like different sort of songs
types, feels, texture, rhythm
so if they like this style, good for you
if they dont, then that's too bad
i just guess its not that accurate to judge a choir's performance
so YES actually syf doesnt really judge a choir's performance; most importantly is what we feel about the choir ourselves
whether we are internally united
if we improve through time
whether we can withstand the blows and strive to be together
and if the conductor feels good with and about the choir
that's the most important

so
syf IS important
but it doesnt decide the fate of the choir
i mean
we didnt get the honours
but it doesnt mean we'll NEVER touch it
so SN CHOIR!
we CAN make it(:
and in two years, i know you all will be able to do it(:
but no matter what
i still love sn choir loads(:
and ms lim too(:

gnia

yay
ny choir got gold with honours
im glad though its not us
i mean
at least there's a all girl's choir with gold with honours
and that belongs to ms lim!
(:

yah. was a bit sad in school about not getting honours and everything
cried during recess
oh wells.
feeling better now
(:
could take syf out of my mind during lessons
only eh
in the middle of maths a bit sian then mind wandered into yesterday and nearly cried
yah but what's over is over
and at least we still maintained right?

now its up to the red badges to get the gold with honours
i know its still 2 years away
but i was 2 years ago when janis gave me this msg to work hard for 2005 syf?
yeah i still have the paper x)
so i guess
sn choir shall GET THAT GOLD WITH HONOURS!

i love my darling sn choir(:

gnia

but give thanks;
we still got a gold

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you know what im scared of?
im scared that ms lim wont stay with us
cause this year her contract ends
then yah its end of contract lahs you get me?
I DONT WANT MS LIM TO GO
i want MS LIM TO STAY WITH SN CHOIR
cause we love ms lim(:

gnia

ok.
we got gold.
-nods-

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i duno.
im feeling very sad
and disappointed

but dont you all remember telling mrs koh that we'll be top 5 choirs in 2005 syf after fluid fusion 2003?
i dont know how many people remembered but i sure did.
i dont know. i just feel really sad.
i mean
didnt everyone wanted gold with honours
i duno i just guess it meant a lot to me
and yah we didnt get it.

i really dont want to compare
but just thinking of it makes me really really sad.
did you all feel the effort ms lim put in
just for us?
three hours practice when others have two?
trying her best to go through line by line
coming to see us even though it was anderson's syf day
the bitter disappointment
thats why
i mean
we showed her before what we could be
what we should have been
but we just werent.
we just werent able to make it
to make her proud
to give her the honours that she rightfully deserves
and why
its all because of us
and this makes me really really disappointed.
i mean
cant you all feel her pouring her heart and soul into us
the nights before syf she spent worrying about us
and that THING she did to make us have a higher chance of having that gold with honours?
yet it didnt work.
it just didnt work.
and this is the only syf we sec 3s get to participate in
and this is the last year of her two-year contract and she may not stay
this was the only time we could show everyone our power
our might
our strength
and our love and passion for singing; for choir
yet... it just didnt go that way
and im just plain disappointed
many people say i shouldnt be
but i just am...
sorry ms lim

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i just dont want to go to school tomorrow.
i think i'll cry when they announce it to the whole school.
i know i should be happy
but i am just not.

gnia

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANN!
EUG LOVES YOU LOADS
just remember that no matter what happens
i'll be there for you kays?
ps: i got you your present already(:

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dont know why
but feeling really tired
mmm.

I KNOW ST NICKS CAN DO IT
WE WILL GET GOLD
AND HONOURS TOO
WE WILL FIGHT
NEVER GIVE UP
BECAUSE WE ARE MADE OF FIGHTERS
AND WE WILL NOT LET MS LIM DOWN
NOR OUR SENIORS AND OURSELVES
WE HAVE TRAINED FOR SO LONG
TOMORROW IS THE TIME
WHEN WE CAN SHOW OURSELVES TO EVERYONE
AND WE CAN HOLD THROUGH
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
IF WE GO SHARP
OR GO FLAT
WE WILL STILL HOLD THROUGH
NEVER GIVE UP
BECAUSE WE ARE ST NICKS
WE WILL HOLD ON
WE WILL NEVER PREVAIL!
NO MATTER HOW OTHERS PERFORM
WE WILL NOT BE AFFECTED
AND SING WITH OUR HEARTS
AND SHOW OURSELVES TO THE JUDGES
ALL OUR EFFORT WILL NOT GO TO WASTE
AND WE SHALL GET WHAT WE DESERVE
pray lord look upon us and bless us with voices to sing well tomorrow
and bless ms lim health and a good night's rest to hold through tomorrow
cause through lord all things are possible
and in jesus' name we pray
amen

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eugenia is tired.
so tired.
i shall sleep early tonight
i hope anderson got gold with honours
cause they sound so good
and are so good
and its ann's birthday too
my dearest mei
happy birthday(:

its the last day.
and 2mr's finally syf.
i dont really feel scared; sleep is overcoming my senses
however i feel a bit impatient
ok not really but
its just an undescribable feeling
its like
ITS TOMORROW! finally we can show our TALENT
but another side is like
are we good enough and its pulling me back
i dont know
x)

but deep inside...
i know we can pull through(:

gnia

shit lah can
shit and shit and shit.
shout louder lah!
i damn SCARED AH.
COME LAH!
FK YOU LAH.
SO UNREASONABLE CAN.
I WAITED FOR ONE DAY TO USE THE COM
AND I JUST SAT DOWN FOR TEN MINUTES
AND YOU COME AND CRAP AND CRAP AND CRAP.
DON SHIT LOR.
SHE USE 30 MINS?
END UP USING 50 MINS?
YOU SCOLDED HER? YEAH RIGHT ARH.
YOU NEVER EVEN BOTHER TO GET HER ASS OFF THE CHAIR LOR.
LET ALONE SHOUT AT HER
DONT COME AND CRAP CAN.
I AM ALWAYS THE MIDDLE PERSON
SO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
I AM THE ONE WHO GETS ALL THE CRAP.
WHEN DID YOU SHOUT AT ALVIS ABOUT THIS
OK, YES YOU DO
AFTER HE USES COM FOR A DAY
HELLO LOR.
USE YOUR HEAD CAN.
just BE REASONABLE!
fk it.
I HARDLY TALK LIKE THAT
AND YOU START SHITTING ABOUT EVERYTHING
ALVIS DOES THAT ALL THE TIME
DO YOU SEE IT?
DO YOU HEAR IT?
DUH YOU DONT.
STOP FKING LOR.
WAH LAO WASTE MY TIME
PLAY PIANO WHT SHT LAH
HAVENT EVEN FINISH HW
NVM LOR
MAKE ME WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT FOR MY BREAK.
THEN UNTIL I PLAY TILL MY HEART'S CONTENT
THEN I'LL CONTINUE DOING WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO
I DONT CARE, SERIOUSLY.
SO YOU JOLLY WELL FORGET ABOUT ME GETTING OFF.
I CAN GO ON COMPLAINING LIKE THIS FOREVER.
AND I WON'T EVEN SLEEP.
WHEN I BEAR A GRUDGE
I BEAR IT HARD
SO ITS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU GOT ME INTO THIS MANNER.
AND YOU THINK I GIVE A DAMN?
NO!
ALVIS CHIOANG CAN GO ON WAITING FOR ALL HIS LIFE
AND I SHANT GET OFF.
WHY?
CAUSE I LIKE IT.
THE MUSIC IS BOOMING IN MY EARS.
I LOVE MUSIC IT SUPPORTS ME ALL THE WAY
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
ITS STILL THERE FOR ME

YOU THINK ITS VERY FUN FOR ME TOO?
I GET NO FREEDOM
ALVIS JUST CHOOSES HIS TIMES TO USE COM
THEN SOMEONE COME AND TALK RUBBISH
AND SHE GETS TO USE
I CAN USE ONLY WHEN PEOPLE DONT USE
WHICH USUALLY IS THE TIME PEOPLE WALK HERE WALK THERE
NO SENSE OF FREEDOM
YOU KNOW THAT?
NO YOU DONT.
you never do.
so stop what this and that and this and that.
you'll NEVER understand what's going on in my head.
i always be nice
and YOU PEOPLE take advantage
i let you use my room to play
you and the rest make SO MUCH NOISE
how can i do melody writing?
stupid.

SHE'S DOWN WITH MUMPS.
COME NEARER.
I GET SICK LAH!
SYF SYF
I WANT TO GO FOR SYF
BECAUSE OF THAT GOLD
AND THE HAPPINESS OF SINGING
NOT BECAUSE OF CCA POINTS LOR
SO IS IT WRONG I TELL HER TO STOP TALKING CAUSE THE MORE SHE TALKS THE MORE GERMS SHE SPREAD?
YOU DONT GET IT MEH
AND THERE SHE IS USING THE COM
AFTER YOU USE THE COM WHO'S USING
ME!
WHO GETS INFECTED?
ME!
WHO'S THE DUMB IDIOT?
i would love to ramble on and on.
but i shall be nice and stop doing so.
GOSH I AM SOOOOOoOOOOOO PISSED.

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whenever i want to give THESE PEOPLE ANYTHING
remind me of all the bad things to do to me and i'll remember never to give it to THEM

gnia

shtttttt IM LOSING MY VOICEEEEEE
XP
hope it gets better by 2mr morning.
yah.
ate pi pa gao(:
eug loves pi pa gao

having keane addiction now
hahas.
EUG IS GETTING VERY CRITICALLLLLL.

hahas.
i just think for the album
they sound a bit dead
in that sense; they lack energy
there's something missing
yahhhh.
its only there durnig the live sessions
but
the only problem is
the pitch during live is
eh .
yah. hahas.

SYF IS IN 3 DAYS.
CAN WE MAKE IT?
YES WE CAN!
CAUSE WE'RE A GOLD CHOIR!
MENTAL STRENGTH;
WE CAN PERSERVE ON!

EUG IS DROWNING IN MUSIC
-drowns-

gnia

how can they seperate me and log so far away!
i sit in front of the teacher's table; the corner
and log sits at the last row near the door.
WAHHHH IM GONA SUE THAT STPD IDIOT THAT SUGGESTED TO CHANGE PLACES/made us change places
i only sat with log for 4 weeks lorr.
and my maths improved (i think)
yes it did improve
why? duhhh im beside log? log: logarithms cum tree trunk
my dearest log.
we'll sit together someday again ok?
then we can be together again
pineapple log banana and xiang

LOG!
my dear log! hahas i know YOU ARE HAPPY CAUSE YOU WONT GET HIT BY ME AGAIN
but yah i'll miss you loads
(copying/checking maths hw, borrowing your ipod, getting maths help, tips, eh. and talking crap together hahas. and cubysweets during phys and chi and actually all the time (: )
yupp will miss that a lot.
AND I'LL MISS DRAWING ON YOUR TABLE :
eug loves drawing on log's table.
and books.
and notes (:
yupp hahas thanks for listening to everything i tell you even if its during phys lesson and you really want to listen to gan telling us stuff (-whacks table with ruler- girls arh!)
hahas. eug loves log!

BANANA!
banana! hahas i wont miss you so much.
cause i still can stretch my hand out to whack your table XP -smirks while banana laughs and moves away-
haha nvm i'll still miss you loads (:
crazy banana(:

XIANG/ SUGARXIANG
hahas. sat with you last yr and sat with you this year again!
LIKE LOG
you are good in maths and yahh haha i always look over at your notebook during maths x)
yupp duhh i'll miss sitting with you CAUSE YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY TOO :(
ha! i know you're not as bad as banana she always say things about me one XP
hahas(:

and my new sitting partner is jing liang!
and delene(:
AND IM BACK TO THE TEACHER'S TABLE AGAIN.
for three years; can you believe it?
i have so much fate with st nicks teachers tables.
XP
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today's april fools!
we played a trick on mr gan and francis
hahas not fun one
ONE GRACE PLAYED THE SAME TRICK AS US?
SO LOOOOOOOOOOOOOUSY
XPXPXPXP
mr gan told us.
he was so funny x)
then after phys we did the same thing
and the THREEDILIGENCE TEACHER
came over to look at us
(meiling said cause we were amazingly quiet)
and saw people under the table
and then yah francis came and she told her lah.
wth
not fun one.
i thought she would go away
and we'll have a free hour to ourselves!
and not change places XP
and not crap with what el olvl bk.
ok its not exactly crap
but you get the idea
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haha feeling very happy now.
sang when mom went to fetch sis.
haha sang like siao
AND I AM FEELING REALLY HAPPY

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again i am gona talk about yesterday
you dont even let sec 3s skip morning jog
ask you to let the WHOLE choir skip lessons?
dont talk sht lah you'll ask the school
ok you'll ask; but what's the chances of letting us go?
like qingy said; gui3 cai2 xiang1 xing4
but yah lah.
dont be unreasonable can
pamper us?
we're the ones going out to the battlefield; not you.
if you're gona sit for a chem test in the afternoon
will you study maths in the morning?
duh NO!
so yah just think about it.
i dont think we're being unreasonable; i think we're being very down to earth.
isit the school's fault if we dont get what the school demands cause we went to school in the morning and couldnt concentrate during the competition?
DUH NO?!
so just make some sense ok?
you think we wont be scared?
you think its easy to just sing and sing and sing
and its not tiring?
you think we dont need our brains when we sing?
we do. for your information.
so if we clutter our brain with maths chem phys and whatever there is
THEN try to clear it in the afternoon
and try to refresh our minds.
and stay awake
you think its very possible?
you think its very likely?
so why dont you just let us free for ONE DAY.
i dont think that will hurt the school right; letting us off for one day?
just be reasonable; other schools NO LESSONS ok?
so yah i hope you get the idea.
for god's sake
one day wont kill anyone; will it?
if you dont care what we do
i think its fair that
we do what we want for ourselves, our seniors, our DEAREST CONDUCTOR MS LIM and our teachers in charge
and not for you to promote the school's name or whatsoever.
get the idea?
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"thank you goodbye and have a nice day ms lim!"

"what lovely voices."

i smirked.

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when you're nervous you suddenly think
"i think i sound like a frog"

i smirked and told qingy
"i think chicken's more appropriate."

qingy and i smirked.

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"i'm sure you'll sound like angels"

i think ms lim (conductor) will faint if we sound like angels for fanfare.

i smirked.

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we CAN GET the GOLD
cause we are GOLD standard
and we are a GOLD choir / a red choir
and ms lim says that we can also reach that HIGH GOLD
CAN WE MAKE IT?
YES WE CAN!

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5 more days
WRIGGLE TOES! -grins-

gnia