ItS MeEeEe!

friday night.
should be reaching the airport at this time 2mr.
havent even packed.
packing later i guess.
i cant find my mech pencil.
-stares HARD and jing liang-

its angelique's birthday 2mr
happy birthday!

aiyah.
a bit depressed now.
duno why.
im not really in a mood to go anywhere now.
ESPECIALLY to go overseas to have an extra week of school.
how dramatically exciting ;

oh well.
i guess i have some stuff to say to some people before i leave.

words of wisdom x)

snchoir!
love all of you loads(: hope you all do your best for the upcoming practices... hang on on wednesday! me jiaming and gillian wont be there so yah.. i guess all the best with ms lim (:
remember never to give up and yah all the best! (esp on the la cucaracha) yeah we must work hard for our concert!

siew ying!
aiyoh! you blur girl! i'm in china on wednesday, silly! having lessons in china at any rate. yah you take care alright?(:

lizzie!
i dont think you'll get to see this, but do enjoy your trip to huang shan! nat chia's going too x) yeah love you loads(: you take care over there alright?

ann!
heyy... duno if you come over here but yah you take care alright? really miss you loads and i hope we can meet up during june hols. yupp love you loads! (:

other lovely people who visits my blog(:
hey! yah thanks for like reading my daily rantings and yeah you all take care during the june holidays alright? love you all(:

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yah.
(:
gona be all cheena for a week.

oh what joy.

anyway to end this entry on a happier note,
its the june holidays! (:
GRAB IT WHEN YOU CAN!

i know the end of june holidays will come ; and i'll be yearning for more.

gnia

it is THAT hard for you to get off the com.
even though i am going off to china in
3 days.
its THAT hard to let me off to play for an hour.
its THAT hard.
and oh DO take note;
the computer was already turned on before i even STEPPED into the house.

i know.
only YOU have the right to play.
to use this machine.
the computer belongs to NO ONE but YOU.
i am only the BARRIER who uses when HE is done.
to prevent her from using.

i know you know that i want to play on the com.
is it a hideous CRIME?
to play online on msn with my contacts?
that's why if you dont let me use
and let me use at 10+
thanks; everyone's offline
and you've achieved your aims.
cause i'll have absolutely no need to come online already.

ok yesterday.
doesnt happen everyday, right?
i know; only you can use the computer for like 24hrs a day.
and to think of it; i dont think i used more than 3 hours yesterday.
and you?
actually. everyday you use the com to play, to type, whatever.
its still your stuff.
your freedom of using the com.
and i cant even use my time to play?

and im going away for a week.
and you're going to poly.
which is practically a 'sit in front of com' subject you're taking.
you mean you wont be using the com in school?
during lessons? everyday? almost all of your waking hours?
oh; do tell me you arent gona be doing that.

fk it.
so what if you got off already.
everyone's pissed.
and i cant play; why?
mom assured him that im gona do school work.
thanks.
actually, i was planning to study for geog after i played.
well, that was at 8pm.
now?
i dont know what im gona do.
i dont know why im crying.
though there's no reason to.

and see? just because i wanted to play for an hour.
what fun; i tell you.

gnia

genius ah!

we started off the day with physics test.
alright i guess.
except the open ended was rubbish
and open ended was 15/20 marks.

then english
lets come back to this later.

maths
quite crappy.
oh well let me ask you
when are tests not crappy?

ok.
then i spent recess finding mrs ong
i went THREE times
and not once did i see her.
and SOMEONE bugged me.
but lets go back to it later.

then chem.
i was damn fed up
and lets go back to it later.

then chinese.
hahaha.
amanda and yanling was playing chinese chess.
i was helping lah x)
A BITTT.
wang jian came over and moved a piece.
-rolls eyes-
then i moved back XD

eh.
WHOOPS! x)

nevermind.

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SOMEONE.
gave us comprehension to do today.
phys test english compre maths test.
what fun.
anyway.
we had 40 mins to do the compre part, seeing that she took 20 mins to give out the paper she marked.
then she told me and char to collect.

so.
i went to the staffroom 3 times during recess
and she saw me and asked for the compre
which i havent collected
and i was damn exasperated
cause mrs ong was NOT there.
and molly was NOT being helpful.

anyway.
so i went back and collected the compre.
and it was CHEM lesson.
i was flipping through when

EHHHH?

there was this compre with WEIRD ANSWERS!
then there was ANOTHER!
and ANOTHER!
i was like
HUH??

so i went over to them and asked.
then they said that its right.
the they realised it was differnt from the rest of the class.
and we were like HOW???

so in the middle of chem lesson
i went to find that SOMEBODY.
who was making a class do GROUPWORK for SS.
-rolls eyes-
anyway.
it was THEN she realised what she had (smartly) done
and so cool and calmly told me to seperate them into two piles.

that OH SO SWEET miss poon let me go look for SOMEBODY
was really concerned lah
she's so nice (:
and she let me sort out the english stuff during her lesson
without scolding me or anything x)
which is so nice of her(:

anyway.
yah.
and blah blah blah.

then it was NE trip!
oh so SUAI
why did she pick OUR BOAT?
so many boats to pick hurr.

and SOMEBODY was using her PHONE DURING THE TRIP!
like.
HURM.
you're supposed to set a good example???
but HEY! you ARENT.

and me banana and log stared at her
while she happily talked via her phone
smiling away. and talking like nobody's bussiness.

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ms lim didnt come.
hurr.

gnia

sigh
life is so rubbish.

chinese - crap
maths - crap
english - crap
physics - crap
geog - crap
chem - not so bad
hist/ss - not that bad

I DONT WANT HOMEWORK.
I DONT WANT TESTS.

damn. was quite happy just now.
but feeling so crap now.
sigh.

and there's a pile of hw in my bag.
and those pouches waiting to be sewn.
i feel so... overcome with work.
and.
here i am doing duno what.

sigh im just damn sian.
and chinese test was crap.

choir... was alright i guess.
kinda miss singing with the choir and stuff like that.
because now i have to be the one below making them sing.

aiyah.
i dont know lah.
im just SIAN.

gnia

thanks.
i am so grateful for being able to wait below a block of flats for more than half an hour and get mosquito bitten.
after piano, which i get high.
and here you come.
and fuck? thank you for making me pissed.
so i feel sick to the stomach and cannot eat dinner.
thanks for making me feel this way
so i can't study tonight
and i can fail that test 2mr.
i really want to thank you.
for making me cry for no reason in my room.
to make me feel like an idiot.
cause i have nowhere to vent my feelings.
whatever!
i just failed geog.
i cant wait to let you see my ppr this term.
english shit. geog shit. maths shit.
thanks a lot.
i know my results rock.
you want to make them even better?
more of such incidents can really make my results fly into the sky and disappear.
thanks.

gnia

went out with banana shu xiang and log to spotlight to buy cloth and string
then after like more than 8 yrs. haha
i took NEOS!
: D with them x)
not bad i guess
-grins-

then on the way to piano
i met ANN! dearest jie!
didnt expect to see you then! x)
hahas lucky i had the present with me (:
love yah dear(:

during theory we were talking jokes
and crappy ones XD
made me very happy!
laughing like mad.
-grins-

this is a wonderful saturday(:

gnia

gosh darnnit.
i hope she doesnt come 2mr.
god.
100 words for a 150 word summary.
thanks lah.
i know i rock.

Brown Eyed Girl

Hey, where did we go
Days when the rains came?
Down in the hollow
Playing a new game
Laughing and a-running, yeah, yeah
Skipping and a-jumping
In the misty morning fog with
Our, our hearts a-thumping
And you, my brown-eyed girl
You, my brown-eyed girl

Whatever happened
To Tuesday and so slow
Going down to the old mine with a
Transistor radio
Standing in the sunlight laughing
Hide behind a rainbow's wall
Slipping and a-sliding
All along the waterfall
With you, my brown-eyed girl
You, my brown-eyed girl.

Do you remember when we used to sing
Sha la la la la la la la la la la dee dah
Just like that
Sha la la la la la la la la la la dee dah
La dee dah.

So hard to find my way
Now that I'm all on my own
I saw you just the other day
My, how you have grown!
Cast my memory back there, Lord
Sometime I'm overcome thinking about
Making love in the green grass
Behind the stadium
With you, my brown-eyed girl
You, my brown-eyed girl.

Do you remember when we used to sing
Sha la la la la la la la la la la dee dah
Laying in the green grass
Sha la la la la la la la la la la dee dah
Dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee
Sha la la la la la la la la la la la la
Dee dah la dee dah la dee dah la
D-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d...

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the harmony's so COOL!
its so nice x)

anyway.
i think lahs.
we should buck up
i mean, we shouldnt just stop at a gold; its not our best
and i guess everyone's sian; after syf and stuff like that
its more than one month already
and sec 4s stepping down soon too.
so i guess shouldnt we show the sec 4s that we can do without them
so they can step down with confidence that we can go on?

yah...
gtg anyway.
whtever ALVIS.

gnia

hist elective wasnt that bad today!
mm.
i love this song.
just love it.
its so EMOTIONAL.
ooooosh.

Every Breath You Take - rockapella

Every breath you take
And every move you make
Every bond you break,
every step you take
I’ll be watching you

Every single day
And every word you say
Every game you play,
every night you stay
I’ll be watching you

Oh, can’t you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake,
every claim you stake
I’ll be watching you

Since you’ve gone
I’ve been lost without a trace
I dream at night,
I can only see your face
I look around,
but it’s you I can’t replace
I feel so cold,
and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please

Oh, can’t you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake,
every claim you stake
I’ll be watching you

Every move you make,
every step you take
I’ll be watching you
I’ll be watching you

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just love it.
just love it.
just LOVE it.

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hahas. this nxt song..
its so out of tuney
its COOL!
haha im not making sense.
but its either out of tune, or INTENTIONAL out of tune.
cause its really coolish.
haha.

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Wonderwall - rockapella

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

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x)

gnia

legs hurt a lot this morning.
trudged up that three flights of steps to class
was wincing with every step

and now
my arms are aching
my back is aching
my legs ache when i walk.
sigh.
i am so sure when i wake up 2mr morning
my legs will be burning.

gee.
havent started running 2.4
my legs were hurting like siao already.
fantastic.
was dying at 2nd round, thinking how did i land myself into doing this.
deproved like
30 secs?
ok lah.
i walked more this time

I CANT BELIEVE THAT I SHRINKED LAH, WTF.
i was too tired to stretch when she measured.

no one's online.
i need to study
but i dont want to
sigh.

Your Birthdate: December 6

A birthday on the 6th of the month adds a tone of responsibility, helpfulness, and understanding to your natural inclinations. Those born on the sixth are more apt to be open and honest with everyone, and more caring about family and friends, too. This is a number associated with responsibility and caring - this birthday lends a degree of concern for others.

gnia

Bohemian Rhapsody - rockapella

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooo
Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody - I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooo - (anyway the wind blows)
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning - very very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo Figaro - magnifico

But I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go - will you let me go
Bismillah! No - we will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go - let me go
Will not let you go - let me go (never)
Never let you go - let me go
Never let me go - ooo
No, no, no, no, no, no, no -
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
for me
for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby - can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out - just gotta get right outta here

Ooh yeah, ooh yeah
Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters - nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows...


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its an old song i guess.
but i like it.
its quite meaningful

yah.

gnia

oh dammit
im feeling depressed.
and i hate it.
everything's going wrong.
WHYYYYYY???????

its all YOUR fault.

gnia

i HATE it when teachers anyhow make assumptions
it makes me angry.
rarh.
was so pissed off. but never mind.

aiyoh. that physics retest.
so rubbish.
i think scored worse
-smirks-
though its the same paper.

oh well.
napfa 2mr.
wish me luck!

nj got gold.
hc got honours.
oh wells.
im sure they did their best (:

gnia

im hooked on to rockapella and its all because of my dearest brother alvis
seriously hooked.

[walking in memphis] [eye of the tiger] [iris!!!] [wonderful tonight] [pachelbel's canon in D] [always COCA COLA x)] [gangsta's paradise] [carol of the bells] [carmen sandiego] [every breath you take]

its really... peaceful.
maybe that's what im searching for

its tuesday 2mr
and there's choir!
and wy's CO syf's 2mr!
jiayohs!
i think NJCO's syf's 2mr too.
all the best to RJco and NJco!

quote from qingy:
i hate yesterday ; i love tomorrow

note the pun?
(we're learning the song 'yesterday' and two years ago we learnt 'tomorrow')
-grins-

anyways
shall go sleep now.
goodnight and godbless!

gnia