STUDY CHINESE!but im sick ): i'm sniffing like crazy and i feel so oh-my-gosh-i-wna-sleep ):sigh i guess im back to chinese. somehow, i'm like taking this quite easy and this is ):gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 7:33 PM
hoho. someone's back to his normal self. somewhat.he's like a lot better today we were like telling jokes HAHA and he's more or less better with the pain now he can move around with crutches but he's acting king and tries to take big steps and stuff. his leg is in a cast now mm. he has 3 balloons floating about his bed haha. i'm just happy that he's alright, up and about and happy (:somewhat, but that's enough for now i guess.OH. and i am going to sec 4! er not very yay, but haha im not retained : Dunless the school suddenly decides to retain all people who fail amath XPchoi!gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 10:18 PM
): he's still in great pain its really really sad to look at him it hurts so bad his leg shivers ): i feel very.. depressed i duno i just dont want him to like suffer like this ): but there isnt any choice he has to go through this operation or else next time some bone will wear out and he'll be wheelchair bound for life ): somemore, it's only his right foot now. nxt year he'll have to go through this same ordeal except then its the left foot. he's usually so strong.. but he's totally worn out he doesnt even have the strength to raise his voice and i just feel very miserable when he grimaces in pain. his foot is kinda swollen, and my mom says his toes are totally cold, and his wounds still bleed, the blood seeped through the cloth and.. i just get super upset lah. supposedly his foot is slitted at the heel where there are no nerves and somewhere like the front ): i just feel very sorry for him.. that he has to go through this ordeal and i just hope he can take all this.. he's had so many injections or something, he refuses to get a jab to numb the pain even though it's more effective than the pain killers.. he wanted sleeping pills instead to sleep off the painyou know, when he's sleeping, i'll look at him and stare at him, trying to feel what he's going through. just thinking about all that he's going through, i really really cannot imagine how he can take all this, when i look at him, and shudder at the mere thought of an operation. i mean, it's horrible, imagining your foot get sliced and get your bones adjusted.. it's horrible. the more i look at him the more i feel like crying ): i duno.. i wonder if he'll have the courage to go through this again next year he just went for the operation without like half giving a hoot about it he seemed so heck care about it as though it's nothing but now seeing him in this state i feel very very sad for him ):he's taking xray2mr hope his foot is OK MAN and hope his nerves are not affected.. so he wont be like going through the thing once more ):my heart bleeds for him greatly ):gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 10:21 PM
i was feeling rather happy today but I AM REALLY REALLY SAD AND WORRIED ):wah lao ): i am so freaking sad and like my heart pains for him i really didnt expect it to happen its like so sudden like last night he was fighting about not going to sleep and now he's like hardly having the strength to talk i mean, i feel so sad about it ): and he's like in great pain or something ): cause he was like groaning even though he was so tired and stuff.. was just standing there beside the bed watching him.. i duno it just felt like the right thing to do and.. i feel more comforted i guess..and i duno if my mom's ok and my dad isnt in singapore so there's no one else, i mean, yeah... there's no one to comfort her cause she's trying to comfort us..omg alvis you must hang in there ok i love you loads even though you can be so idiot at times i still love you loads alrighti am so, damn sad ):and worried sick.gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 11:05 PM
oh how can i SO forget to mention about monday?chem.damn, i feel like kicking myself. coming out the the classroom, feeling that its the best paper that i have ever sat for for the entire exam week, and feeling at the top of the world.and what do i get? a f-ing b4. a low one in fact.i cant believe that for the second (or third) year running, i got cheated by those "label the proton and neutron" qn and for the second (or third) year running, i have guessed the answer wrongly. then imagine that, your brother had looked through the mcq and says -to your shock and horror- that you got 8 wrong answers our of 3o questions. THEN, imagine the situation which thereafter you recieve your answer sheet, that you got 16 wrong answers instead of 8, which was bad enough already.can you imagine? anyway. i could have gotten like, a lot of marks more for that stupid oxidisation qn, cause i calculated wrongly? and those other silly qns which i could answer.so yay, i got a b4, for the paper that i was 'so-called' most confident in.phys.im ok with it. i couldnt have gotten more marks from open ended, and i can say that it was SIGH, but i guess i can somewhat accept that exact same mark which i got for phys as well as chem.amath.imagine ok. getting your paper, turning it to the back. then, you flip page by page to the front, and stare unblinkingly at the 0-s and the occasional 1 and 2 marks, and a rare 3, and an exceedingly amazing 5???? which is not that amazing anyway. then i got so scared? i thought i scored less than 10/80. anyway, i didnt. but i failed. fine? happy? whatever. but i was uh, expecting it. so sigh, i cant really say anything, can i.english.HAHA i got 14/15 for CONTENT! and MAN you can say that i am CONTENTED haha note the pun x) never mind. anyway, i got 22/30 for that DISCURSIVE HAHA but 18/30 for letter ): failed compre though but i havent seen such an amazingly high summary since last year so i can say that i am currently rather satisfied for english. (:anyway. geog, ss, chinese horrors. emath I HOPE is ok.2mr, then i die.gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 7:16 PM
its tuesday! today was election day; so fun haha. er well, my mom was gaping at the assortment of stickers + the umbrella in my hair + the 'K' which covered my nametag XD she was like 'are you nuts?!' anyway. i somewhat know who to vote for. but ): i dont know if i should cast it for her lah. haha anyway all the best to all candidates (:obs meeting just now, some ppt presentation by someone from obs. haha me and manda were like NEARLY late actually we weren't can! it was like 430 sharp when we entered. but everyone was there haha man ping and her fren entered just before us x) whoops. but er since she hasnt exactly started talking, i guess it wasnt that bad lah. mms. i still dont have a happy prospect of going for obs, thank you. i really cannot, cannot imagine climbing rock walls and what nots. ): i need brain washing, sigh. ok not really but yah.we're getting back all our papers 2mr ): and I DONT WNA KNOW ): at all.oh. by the way, games day wasnt that bad, besides the fact that i got sunburnt on a drizzly day and i hardly saw the sun actually.pray god be with alvis kor during his operation 2mr give him strength to go through the whole thing and pray that nothing bad will happen and everything will go fineChange the World - westlifeSince you've gone Well it seems like everything is wrong And deep inside I know that I've lost much more than pride Well happiness is getting further away Girl I miss you more than words can say I need a miracle now So tell me How can I change the world 'Cos i sure can't change your mind Where's the miracle i need now Got to get to you somehow'Cos I can't change the world (I can't change the world) No I can't change the worldLosing you Well it's been the hardest thing to do So I close my eyes And tell myself that somehow I'll survive Well you gave me heaven then you took it away Girl I miss you more with each passing day I need a miracle now So tell me... How can I change the world 'Cos I sure can't change your mind Where's the miracle I need now Got to get you somehow And baby it's so sad you have to leave Just so you can find yourself And it's so sad that you just can't see I love you more than life itselfNo I can't change the world How can I change the world 'Cos I sure can't change your mind Where's the miracle I need now Got to get to you somehow 'Cos I can't try to get you somehow No I can't change the world i miss choir..gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 5:52 PM
i'm feeling decidedly random after all the talks today. HAHA what makes a guy tick XD nothing.mms anyway. i realised that someone skips school everytime we go mpr for talks or program. this is like the 2nd time she's not here lah. -mutters- talk about ponning school huh.there's some.. games thing 2mr. oh IM LIKE SO EXCITED! not.ok well, i'll probably play happily hahai think.floorball! hahas. hopefully ok lah.i know i should go study chinese.but uh. i'm like still here? no mood, no feeling, yeah.i'm back to normal life again! for the time being.i think about it, i realised that when i was in primary school, if it was two weeks to CA or SA and i havent started studying, i'll be freaking out already. and now? one day before study; yay. yes haha i love westlife! they are like great! (:yes, do you know how cheapskate the primary oral is? just stare at the picture and blab all about it? what challenge is there in that? haha. see, i said that i'm very random today.piano rocks! haha it's fun! that reminds me, i havent touched it today. i love our duo thingys! so darn cute (; even though its hard like sht ): the octaves and jumpy chords not the best thing on earth to playhaha. so bye; i dont feel like blogging anymore.bye world! : Dgnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 7:19 PM
yes i'm back after not posting for so longno mood, no timeor maybe the stuff is just not to be posted here.not that i have a lot of time now; eoys have not ended; o lvl chinese is coming really soon.i'm just getting frustrated with everythingafter things seemed not that bad, suddenly everything's gone worse or something.as though the world suddenly went nutsi can't wait for october to endor maybe, the end can come slower so i can study morethe tension of opposites; never mind.i dont know what to say; i'm at a loss for wordseverything's in a whirl; and i just hope that everything turns out right.Don’t Let Me Go Lyrics -- westlifeSo much to sayBut where do I startWould you listen if I spoke from the heartIt’s simple thingsThat keep us apartYou know it doesn’t have to be this wayCan’t you hear it in my voiceYou gotta listen when I sayDon’t let me go when I’m this lowWhy can’t we talk about itWhy can’t we figure it outI wanna know as people growHow do they sort it all outWork out what love is aboutSo tell me now yeah I’ve gotta knowWhen this feeling I’ve got won’t let goSome people stopAnd some people stareI’m hearing whispers that you no longer careShould I stayShould I turn awayStop playing games now you know it’s not fairCan’t you hear it in my voiceYou gotta listen when I sayDon’t let me go when I’m this lowWhy can’t we talk about itWhy can’t we figure it outI wanna know as people growHow do they sort it all outWork out what love is aboutSo tell me now yeah I’ve gotta knowWhen this feeling I’ve got won’t let goYou make me think I’ve got this feeling for youI’ve tried so hard, won’t you listen to me? Cause we can make it we can see this throughLet me start by telling youDon’t let me go when I’m this lowWhy can’t we talk about itWhy can’t we figure it outI wanna know as people growHow do they sort it all outWork out what love is aboutSo tell me now yeah I’ve gotta knowWhen this feeling I’ve got won’t let goso till next time, goodbye.gnia
# posted by Eugenia @ 5:20 PM